解明

閉じた瞼の裏　誰かの記録が滲む 断片的な声が　夜の底で囁く 光の粒が指をすり抜けて 残るのは　名もなき痛みだけ 曖昧な真実が　微笑みながら逃げていく 触れた瞬間　形を変えていく 消えかけた夢の中で 解明できない鼓動が鳴る 答えを求めるほどに 世界が音を立てて壊れていく 鏡の奥に映る影が 私を見つめて笑う 誰の記憶が誰のものか もう区別さえ曖昧なまま 「ここは現実？」と問いかけても 返るのは歪んだ残響だけ 零れ落ちた言葉の欠片 拾い集めても繋がらない 意味を失ったままの真実 それでも探し続けている 閉じ込められた光の部屋で 名前を呼ぶ声がする それが私自身だと気づいたとき 全ての謎が溶けていく 消えかけた夢の中で 解明できない愛を知る 嘘と真実の境界線が 静かにひとつに溶けていく 最後のノイズが消える頃、 誰も知らない朝が訪れる。

Behind my closed eyelids someone else's records bleed through Fragmented voices whisper at the bottom of the night Particles of light slip right between my fingers All that remains is a nameless ache A blurred truth keeps escaping with a smile The moment I touch it, it changes its shape Deep inside a fading dream A pulse I cannot unravel keeps beating on The more I reach out for the answer The more the world cracks apart with a sound A shadow cast deep within the mirror Stares straight at me and laughs Whose memory belongs to whom now Even the distinction has blurred away Even when I ask "Is this what's real?" All that comes back is a warped and ringing echo The fragments of words that spilled and fell I gather them up but they never connect A truth still drained of all its meaning And still I keep on searching for it In a locked-up room made all of light A voice is calling out my name The moment I realize it was me all along Every riddle begins to melt away Deep inside a fading dream I come to know a love I cannot unravel The borderline between lie and truth Quietly dissolves into one As the final noise fades away, a morning no one knows arrives.