終電は昨日へ向かう

午前零時　最後の車両 空いた座席に　君の影 消したはずのトーク画面が ひとりでに青く灯った 駅名表示は　逆に流れ 窓の景色も　巻き戻る 「昨日へ一通　送れます」 見知らぬ通知が点滅する 終電は昨日へ向かう 君が背を向ける少し前 送信欄に「行かないで」 指が触れるたび夜が揺れる 戻したい　戻せない 一文字ごとに消える記憶 終電は昨日へ向かう 僕は言葉をまだ打てない 昨日へ　昨日へ レールが時間を巻き戻す 一文字目で　初雪が消え 二文字目で　君の口癖 三文字目には　笑い声さえ ノイズの奥へ　遠ざかる 言葉を送れば　昨日は変わる 代わりに僕らが　消えていく 空白の隣　カーソルだけが 答えを急かして　瞬いてる 終電は昨日へ向かう 君が泣き出す少し前 画面に残る「行かない」 あと一文字で朝が変わる 戻したい　戻れない 忘れてまで会いたくない 終電は昨日へ向かう 僕は一文字　削除した 一文字消せば　初雪が戻る 二文字消せば　君の口癖 すべて消したら　笑い声まで 車窓の闇に　帰ってきた さよならだけは 書き換えずに連れていく 終電は昨日へ向かう 君が背を向けたその夜へ 送らなかった「行かないで」 胸の奥でだけ鳴り続ける 戻りたい　戻らない 君との日々は消せない 終電は昨日へ向かう 僕はひとり　明日へ降りる 終着駅に　朝が差す 通知は跡もなく消えた 昨日へ送らなかった言葉 僕は明日へ持っていく

Midnight, in the last car Your shadow on an empty seat The chat screen I thought I’d deleted Lit up blue all by itself Station names rolled by in reverse The view outside rewound as well “One message may be sent to yesterday” An unknown notification flashed The last train is bound for yesterday Just before you turn your back In the message box: “Don’t go” Each touch of my finger makes the night sway I want to go back, but I can’t With every letter, a memory disappears The last train is bound for yesterday I still can’t type the words To yesterday, to yesterday The rails wind back time With the first letter, our first snow vanishes With the second, your favorite phrase With the third, even your laughter Fades away into the noise Send the words, and yesterday will change In return, the two of us disappear Beside the empty field, only the cursor Blinks, pressing me for an answer The last train is bound for yesterday Just before you begin to cry “Don’t g” remains on the screen One more letter, and morning will change I want to go back, but I can’t return I don’t want to see you if I must forget you The last train is bound for yesterday I deleted a single letter Delete one letter, and our first snow returns Delete two, and your favorite phrase returns Delete them all, and even your laughter Comes back to the darkness beyond the window Only our goodbye I’ll carry with me, unchanged The last train is bound for yesterday To the night when you turned your back The unsent words, “Don’t go” Keep ringing only deep inside my heart I want to return, but I won’t Our days together cannot be erased The last train is bound for yesterday I step off alone into tomorrow Morning spills into the terminal station The notification vanished without a trace The words I never sent to yesterday I’ll carry them into tomorrow