Single2026.05.02
Nights spent saying "I'm okay" while swallowing your true feelings.
This empathetic ballad portrays a heart striving to move forward while carrying weaknesses and loneliness hidden from everyone.
Serene piano and strings embrace the listener, gently scooping up the emotions that spill over during solitary late-night hours. When you are worn out from putting on a brave face, this song quietly rests by your side, offering a gentle sanctuary.
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静かな夜の中でIn the quiet of the night
ひとり君を思い出すAlone, I think back on you
部屋の隅でうずくまるCurled up in the corner of my room
声も出せずに凍えてたFrozen still, unable to make a sound
気づかれないようにずっとSo no one would ever notice
強がって笑ってたI kept smiling, acting strong
本当の気持ちはBut what I truly feel inside
誰にも言えないままI could never say to anyone
時計の音だけが響く部屋でIn a room where only the clock keeps echoing
止まった時間が心を締めつけるTime stands still and tightens around my heart
大丈夫って繰り返してもNo matter how many times I say I'm okay
心はついてこないよMy heart just won't catch up to the words
夜の闇に紛れた涙がA tear lost in the dark of night
ひとつまたこぼれてくSpills over, one and then another
本当は気づいてほしかったThe truth is, I wanted you to notice
強くなんてなれないよI can't be strong, not really
こんな弱さも全部Even all of this weakness in me
誰かに知ってほしいのにAnd yet I wish someone would come to know
平気なふりをしてたI pretended I was fine
君の前でもずっとEven in front of you, all this time
傷つくのが怖くてSo afraid of getting hurt
本音を隠してたI hid away the truth in me
少しずつひび割れてくLittle by little it starts to crack
心の奥のほうDeep down in the heart of me
見えない傷がA wound no one can see
静かに広がってくQuietly keeps spreading wide
閉ざした気持ちがほどけないままMy sealed-off feelings still won't come undone
また夜に飲まれていくAnd so I'm swallowed by the night again
大丈夫って繰り返すほどThe more I keep on saying I'm okay
孤独が深くなるよThe deeper the loneliness grows
強くなれと言われるたびにEach time they tell me just be strong
何も言えなくなるI lose every word I have
本当はそばにいてほしいThe truth is, I want you here beside me
ただそれだけなのにThough that's all I'm asking for
言葉にできないままI still can't turn it into words
夜がまた更けていくAnd the night grows late once more
誰にも見せない涙がA tear I show to no one
心を締めつけるTightens around my heart
このまま消えてしまえたらとIf only I could vanish just like this
思う夜もあるけどThere are nights I even wish for that
それでも朝は来るからAnd yet the morning always comes
また息をしてしまうSo I find myself still breathing
弱いままでもいいとThat it's alright to stay this weak
いつか言えるかなWill I someday learn to say
大丈夫って言わなくてもいいI don't have to say that I'm okay
心は嘘をつかないThe heart never tells a lie
夜の中で揺れてるこの気持ちThis feeling swaying through the night
そのままでいいんだよIt's alright to leave it just as it is
本当はひとりじゃないとThe truth is, I want to try and believe
信じてみたいからThat I'm not alone, and so
壊れそうなこの夜をThis night that feels like it could break
少しずつ越えていくLittle by little, I'll make it through
